I am 68 years old. I have been an audiophile and music lover since I was 14. I was never interested in popular music even in high school. I preferred big band jazz and classical. I never attended any rock concerts. I frequented small jazz venues and was a patron of the regional philharmonic. I am a retired white collar professional. I was never around loud machinery. My ears always avoided youth abuse and any loud noises. I never smoked, rarely drank and have periodic medical exams.
About 4 years ago I lost my hearing completely in my left ear over several days. Ironically this happened as my contractor was finishing up work on a new dedicated listening room. I live in the Great Smoky Mountains area, the allergy capitol of the U.S. I had fluid buildup behind my eardrum which Afrin and several other medications eventually cleared up in less than a week.
I recently decided to have my hearing tested after putting it off a number of times. My physician gave me a referral to an ENT specialist. I did not expect the results to be dramatic. However, I have noticed that a certain insect which hums periodically in the summer night sky was not audible in my left ear. I also had difficulty hearing the shaker in the Rebecca Pigeon audiophile rendition of "Spanish Harlem" on the Chesky label. I really did not know what else I might have been missing.
I was tested by a licensed audiologist and then the results were reviewed with me by an M.D. who examined me further. I have a bilateral hearing loss at 2.5 kHz. In other words, I have no hearing sensitivity beyond that point in both ears. Given my history, I wanted to know how this could happen. He suspected that my hearing loss was the result of a shingles virus about the time of the fluid bulldup described previously. He said fluid pressure alone would not cause permanent damage such as I experienced. I asked how I could have gotten such a virus to affect both ears and he replied "just bad luck." I am scheduled for an additional test to detect possible auditory never damage. This would only tell me I have it but nothing can be done about it.
I know this is not life threatening but it certainly is not life enhancing, instead it is anxiety producing and depressing.
I am writing all this because I just do not know how I will ever come to terms with this. I spent so much of my life enjoying music and the equipment which brings it to life. I have a purpose built dedicated room in my house. I spent years reading classical music reviews to collect both sonically superior and critically acclaimed performances. I have owned at least 20 turntables in my life and now have a pricey but satisfactory for me digital playback system. I made a serious financial outlay last year buying a Berkeley Reference DAC and TARA Labs Zero Evolution balanced interconnects and new loudspeaker cables among other items. I was ready for the final search for my perfect loudspeaker system sometime this year. My complete system is listed in "Inmate systems" under my moniker.
I just was not aware my hearing was that impaired. This became the new normal I guess. I just do not know what to do. I have no interest in keeping the system on right now. It is usually on 24/7 but I just turned off the breaker. I do not know what I will be missing listening with my imperfect ears. I have thought about just giving up and selling everything. However, so much of my life is invested in all this stuff.
I do appreciate everyone who took the time to read all this. This is a situation which was totally out of my control and tests do not provide solutions. I really think I was better off not knowing I have this hearing deficiency. Looking at this equipment and my music collection now just gives me negative feelings.
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Topic - Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - House13 12:20:22 12/26/16 (41)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - krankkall 07:48:29 12/28/16 (0)
- I have annoying fluid build up in left ear as well, decongestants prescribed but no luck - jdaniel@jps.net 21:25:51 12/27/16 (7)
- RE: I have annoying fluid build up in left ear as well, decongestants prescribed but no luck - oldmkvi 18:27:15 12/28/16 (0)
- RE: I have annoying fluid build up in left ear as well, decongestants prescribed but no luck - House13 05:51:24 12/28/16 (5)
- RE: I have annoying fluid build up in left ear as well, decongestants prescribed but no luck - jdaniel@jps.net 07:25:01 12/28/16 (4)
- Bone conduction - Kal Rubinson 09:57:02 12/28/16 (3)
- RE: Bone conduction - jdaniel@jps.net 11:03:49 12/28/16 (2)
- I was told what I had - oldmkvi 09:37:03 12/29/16 (1)
- Well I definitely wouldn't want that to happen to any of us - jdaniel@jps.net 17:49:21 12/29/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - DRam 17:00:28 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - TubeDriver 13:04:17 12/27/16 (1)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - House13 14:31:11 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long - dirtyvinyl 10:46:32 12/27/16 (2)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long - House13 14:21:05 12/27/16 (1)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long - dirtyvinyl 17:26:31 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - Bill the K 20:32:44 12/26/16 (0)
- I would stop worrying about 'theory' and accept what you have and go with it. - 3+4=5 20:24:16 12/26/16 (5)
- Totally agree - srdavis2000 09:45:19 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: I would stop worrying about 'theory' and accept what you have and go with it. - House13 06:16:30 12/27/16 (3)
- That is highly suspicious. - Kal Rubinson 06:26:39 12/27/16 (2)
- RE: That is highly suspicious. - House13 07:26:05 12/27/16 (1)
- RE: That is highly suspicious. - Kal Rubinson 07:33:32 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - russ69 19:50:03 12/26/16 (1)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - House13 05:58:19 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - Todd Krieger 16:26:01 12/26/16 (5)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - dbphd 18:52:58 12/26/16 (4)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - lowrider75 19:53:53 12/26/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - Awe-d-o-file 19:09:29 12/26/16 (2)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - Todd Krieger 19:32:01 12/26/16 (1)
- Well, yes hearing was kinda partly restored... - Steve O 06:22:51 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - boboli 15:19:29 12/26/16 (0)
- " I have a bilateral hearing loss at 2.5 kHz" - Awe-d-o-file 14:42:13 12/26/16 (3)
- RE: " I have a bilateral hearing loss at 2.5 kHz" - House13 16:18:44 12/26/16 (2)
- RE: " I have a bilateral hearing loss at 2.5 kHz" - Awe-d-o-file 19:07:52 12/26/16 (1)
- RE: " I have a bilateral hearing loss at 2.5 kHz" - House13 05:45:38 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - bullethead 12:45:58 12/26/16 (1)
- RE: Gallo Acoustics News - House13 06:36:40 12/27/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - SgreenP@MSN.com 12:37:35 12/26/16 (3)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - boboli 15:00:34 12/26/16 (1)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - SgreenP@MSN.com 15:41:12 12/26/16 (0)
- RE: Bilateral Hearing Loss (Long) - fstein 13:23:01 12/26/16 (0)